Thank You DarkEyes,

I got the medicine on the 3rd and made it ok. Only now that I am back on it, the first two days I felt really focused. (3rd and 4th) only now back on I'm in my sight some manic.

I was awake for I think almost 3 Days. Yesterday went to see my Mom and fell asleep in her chair from 2PM till 9:30PM so dont think I am Manic only been up since yesterday at 9:30PM now is almost 6PM.

My caseworker today came to see me. Any way I just am in such nervous kind of state of movement inside of my body and am taking meds as prescribed.

Honestly I do believe I know the problem is I am severly constipated causing the meds not being able to leave out of me like they should and so I fear I am on toxic doses of everything from Lithium to Risperdal. I am taking laxatives in hopes to take care of this disturbed state of mind at present.

I hope soon the toxins built up shall release and I will be ok.

Thanks Chris