So, I didn't see T last week due to him being on vacation. I texted him today and asked him if I could have an extra day this week, and he is gone until Wednesday. He said he would check to see if he has Thursday available when he goes in on Wednesday. I am dealing with major anxiety and issues at work and am having a difficult time with the changes in my schedule, as he was out for two weeks for Thanksgiving. I know it's the holidays, I intellectually understand and believe he deserves a break from work, like I'm getting. Emotionally, dealing with my issues and with the break in therapy is a major struggle. He's an excellent T, and I'm not complaining about him, but I'm still struggling to deal with my massive fear and anxiety. I feel so alone although I don't want to feel this way.