That definitely makes sense. I spent years overcoming the shame attached to my scars. But when I relapsed, all I wanted to do was make more.
One of my favorite songs is called What Scars are for by Mandisa. It's a pretty powerful song.
Hang in there, friend
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Yes. Jesus is the reason I am still alive today.
Diagnoses:
MDD, BPD, PTSD, OCD, AN-BP
(I don't define myself by my personal alphabet up there, but I put it there so that maybe somebody won't feel so alone

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