if you don`t want to be gay that just means YOU ARE NOT GAY.
chill out.

i think that if you will be afraid of this you will be thinking more about it and it will chase you and will suspect all the time. but if you except the past thoguhts and let go of it then....the process of letting go is also done partuculary by talking to us on this boards or telling a friend..then you need to really let it go.

there were times in my life i suspected maybe i have lessbian charactiristecs....but never let that crap bothe rne because in the end...well it`s about hwo you see things that create YOUR REALITY.....and my choice was straight.

but if you CAN enjoy sex with a woman...well just don`t bother yourself so much i think. even if other images turn you on too.

i think that in particular it is because of the connection to OURSLEVES,,,,when we look out ourselves in the mirror long enough...chances are it turns us on..because it reminds us of it..so that`s why men can turn you on too. it happened to me with women journals...but i kne it was because f what i call self connection...

well this is how i see it at least.......