Sorry to dig up this old thread but I figured it would easier since I'm going to be writing about the same issue.

I'm still missing my T. There are 17 days to go until I see her. I really don't know how I'm going to get through it. I feel angry at T but I also feel like I really need her - it's like I want to hug her and push her away at the same time. My mother said something that invalidated my feelings (yet again) yesterday and I'm still upset about which is making me miss T more. I already have so many things to tell her that I'm afraid we'll never catch up and it's making me anxious. I go back to work tomorrow so hopefully that will distract me