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Originally Posted by retro_chic
Sorry to dig up this old thread but I figured it would easier since I'm going to be writing about the same issue.
I'm still missing my T. There are 17 days to go until I see her. I really don't know how I'm going to get through it. I feel angry at T but I also feel like I really need her - it's like I want to hug her and push her away at the same time. My mother said something that invalidated my feelings (yet again) yesterday and I'm still upset about which is making me miss T more. I already have so many things to tell her that I'm afraid we'll never catch up and it's making me anxious. I go back to work tomorrow so hopefully that will distract me  |
Since you have been journaling, do you think you could go through and prioritize the things that you feel really need to be talked about verse things that resolved themselves over the break?
Also, would you t be open to reading your journal or a catch up email that just pretty much highlighted what's been going on without going into much details so that you don't have to spend so much time just updating her on your life?
It is so hard when we are attached to our t's and we are angry with them. So hard to balance the feelings, wants, and needs our hearts have for them and the logical brain understanding of what is going on.
