I feel like you already know the answer to your question,but if it helps to be reassured then I will do so , happily.
I think living apart from your family sounds like a wonderful opportunity, to discover yourself, your own likes and dislikes.Maybe do some work on standing up for yourself. Strengthening your own self image. Moving does NOT mean you don't love your family, if any thing it's the opposite, you have realised your unhealthy together in this way and you want something better. Good for you.I hope it all work s out for the best.