Hello Alchemy: By the look of it, you're already pretty-well established here on PC. However, since this appears to be sort-of your introductory post, I'll say... welcome to PsychCentral… (or should I make that: "welcome to the Transgender Forum"...) from the Skeezyks! May the time you spend here be of benefit.

I skimmed a few of your previous posts & I noticed in one of them you wrote that you plan to stay in the closet permanently. So I'll just mention that I've been in the closet for SO many years, I wouldn't know how to live anywhere else. I did poke my head out one time a few years back. But it turned out no one wanted to hear anything about it. So I went back in & closed the door. That was the end of it. It's kind-of cramped in here. But, after all of these years, it's familiar. I wish you well...