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Yet-another-surrogate-family-cares-less-than-I-foolishly-expected-or-hoped-for, borderline desperation. Short-lived. More in perspective. I hope it doesn't resurface.
But it does mean I have to find some other people and foolishy trust them to care more than they do. Lather, rinse, repeat.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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