I've been asked to interview on Thursday for an animal care position, primarily with cats. I like cats, but don't have a lot of experience that I'm sure they'll want and my social skills and customer care skills suck hard so while I actually sort of want this job (I say sort of because I'm scared of having another job really) I don't believe I'll actually get it.

So I'm just sitting here feeling cold and lonely and depressed and terrible about myself and I would say "I have nobody to talk to" but also realise that talking would have no effect- nothing anybody can say will make me a better person.