I feel particularly attached at times...like today with marriage counselor, I started crying when we were talking about something, but I think the tears were about relief to see him, not about what we were discussing. I'm not sure that qualifies as "vaguely weird." But more sudden intense attachment (wasn't like that last week) and wanting to say stuff, but not being able to. (Sent him an e-mail a little bit ago that I now feel kind of awkward about.)

Also saw my T while in the waiting room today (she said "hi" and "Happy New Year") after not having seen her since before Christmas, and felt nothing really. I see her tomorrow, but feel no particular urgency or attachment to her. Almost a vague sense of dread, since she seemed to completely misinterpret a gratitude e-mail I sent her over the holidays (she thought I was being melancholy and seemed concerned). Wondering if it really is time to change? Wish I could just see MC as my T, but know that most likely couldn't happen. He just gets me, and I'm just not sure that she does.

Maybe one of those is sort of like you were talking about? Sorry to make that more about me, Junk...