Welcome crunchyt!!

Well the past couple of days I've been extremely lazy and haven't done anything. I was trying to put myself back into a sleeping routine the past week to be able to transition back to work successfully, but that hasn't been the case. I figured whatever, let's enjoy it while it lasts! But yesterday and today, it's just been so difficult getting out of bed. Just pure tiredness and no motivation to do so. What for? I have nothing to do or nowhere to go. Today I forced it because I wanted to buy a book so I can have something to do when I'm on the train since I'm back to work. Speaking of which, I go back to work tomorrow for the first time since October. I'm nervous and don't know what to expect. But I think my anxiety is in check enough to do so. I logged in remotely to look and see what work is sitting there waiting for me so I don't have a panic attack when I go in. And I thought to myself, ok I can do this work now. My head is much clearer. But I'll still take klonopin with me in preparation for possible anxiety from being back there and a red bull for energy to be able to sit in front of a computer all day again. Not to take at the same time, but who knows how I'll be tomorrow.