I am still quite waffling about whether I should cancel my session this saturday or just go. as expected i did not have time to think about it today at work at all - just as i got back from lunch i got pulled into an emergency meeting where they trained a bunch of us for about 20 whole minutes on a new client this year that the team who normally would support them is so inundated with calls they can't keep up, so we are now helping them! talk about from the frying pan into the fire! what an afternoon. tomorrow shall be an adventure.

word people - i can't come up with the right word i'm looking for, i thought of it on the way home but now it escapes me, when i want to say i should have been more self-assured? resolute? persistent? it means something like that - when i told t that i was taking january off. if i had, then i wouldn't be in this conundrum right now.