Update: I'm in a little better spirits. But, the general family issue thing is tough to handle and I get exhausted by it. It's just the general apathy of it all and I just want them to care a little more and be less agitating.
My Dad remembered some stuff today and we had a nice conversation about family history(he and I are both genealogy/history buffs) and that he got a new coffee maker for Christmas
Christmas is over. I survived. I had an okay New Years and actually spent sometime around some family members who make me feel good about myself. Now I just got to make it to next New Years without much of an incident. Hoping for a better year.