So I still haven't decided what to do, I don't want the hospital, but I don't think I should stay in these thoughts either.......I made it through today, one day......one at a time......tomorrow I see my T, my trauma T, afraid to go and see what my reg T told her about this weekend........My kids are at my niece's.....I am not doing them anygood.....they can't see mom like this.......tomorrow has to be better~!!!!!