You are very sick and need help as soon as you can get it, like as in yesterday.

I think you need to be commited for maybe a 14 day observation period. I am saying this because I
think you will end up hurting a female and
I don't want to see it come to that.

As these things go on in time they get deeper and more self involved (which it already is) as you will not care
what happens to a female as long as you get what you want. I would hate for it to be my wife, daughter, cousin, or friend or any female.

Vance