Hi not.dead.yet
Recognising, allowing out, facing, owning some really hard feelings, is in my opinion as far from weak as you can get!!!

It might hurt like......you might
feel weak....but it can take a
major amount of strength to do that!!! So......respect!!!
And I know it must be real tough for you, with a lot of different feelings going on which can be so hard to cope with, and it
might get worse at times, but it can be necessary in working through things.........in getting to a "better place" in your life.
And if you want to talk, if you need support with what you're going through..........well we're here for you
Alison