Thanks! my father is going to get an appointment soon. I haven't told him but until then in secret I'm gonna use coffee and a well... drug!

I get so anxious that all I can do is too listen to pun rock/metal and drink coffee!

the funny thing is that I installed a video game on my PC (Rocket league if it helps ) I almost forgot about all my problems and anxiety for the whole day! maybe I can play games until the appointment!

And I treat everything in science point of view! I think if I bring it up in the same way I brought my depression (the whole session took 10 minutes. and I got the pills :|) he would be less judgmental! and not act very fast. in my country things are a bit different :|

It's funny, they execute homosexual people. and support transgender people :| (the government not people) I'm gonna pretend I'm gay, hoping it would help. but my therapist might not be religious :c

thanks again for all the great help :!