Thank you for the replies. It is always a good reminder to not be hard on myself, especially with a situation involving self doubt.

I have an update to the situation. It appears that everyone is ok, except for the part of chronic lying. That is another issue outside the realm of mood disorders. Sadly, there aren't enough support groups where I am and sometimes people show up to groups in desperation, but they have other issues that need to be addressed.

I've been going to these meetings for 10 years and know not to take it personally by now.