thanks jinny, bb and jacq
things are just kinda overwhelming at the moment, coz there is too much going on (and I can't change that unfortunately)...
I even rang my doc this morning to see if there were any cancellations so i could get in earlier but there weren't (and I wasn't about to go into the details why over the phone to the receptionist!).
it sucks how things go so well for a while then everything happens at once and you get swamped and can't get up for a breath...