Back to T next Monday. I'm not fussed about going back so soon. So soon? Once upon a time 2 weeks break was almost unsurvivable. We'll, accept I obviously did survive coz in writing this.
In listening inside of me, it feels as if there's a calm. There's no 'others' bouncing of walls, and what bouncing there may have been has been managed by me.

In aware T is where she is, and that appears to be enough for me at this time. It never use to be. That felt like an ocean apart.

Quite a nice place to be therapeutically I think.