I think I have been hypomanic for about two months.

I start to not like it anymore.

I am so wired all the time and cannot stop the racing thoughts. My mind jumps from one topic to the next and it is all existencially important. I can't stop moving, I can't concentrate.

I start new projects all the time and I swear to myself it won't happen again because I am already drowning in work and social and creative stress. I look like **** because of sleep lack.

And then the next day it happens again and I say "Oh yeah, wonderful idea, let's start that cinema project, wait, I am just gonna call up ten of my friends that I made last week at five parties, hang in, I need to work another ten hours but then I will be free to found an association with you.

Can't handle all the projects nor the planned trips nor the social contacts anymore. Just want to be normal. And then I love it again and keep doing this stuff and then I become aggressive against almost everyone and everything (don't act on it ever).

I just want to be in peace. Do I sound manic? I don't know because I act pretty normally and can have good ocnversations and stuff but I am on a go 24/7, can't remember the last evening I spent at home quietly, sleep 4 to 6 hours a night usually and went crazy about Tinder and art projects.

Do you ever suffer from your hypomania/mania?