I hate being sick! urgh

but i can really relate too alot of stuff involved with dissociation.. it just feels like it clicks, unlike everything else i've tried to use to explain it away... hell, they even had ME believing i was bipolar for a little while... i guess thats the only way i would take all them pills :think:

i cant remember much things though... suposebly i compartmentalize heavily..?
so i guess im just filing stuff in different corners and avoiding contact with it at all costs :/

i dont really know... i've been wondering around in alices wonderland for ever and it all just feels like a dream anyway you know?

need another ball thingy...