Makes perfect sense to me. They're addictive. Once you have one you want to cover your whole body and it has to be bigger. And when they began to fade to light scars you miss when they were more visible. My stepmom made me use scar cream and now I can't see my old ones. Unfortunately, I missed them too much so I started again.
I think I'm going to start looking into tattoos. I think I'll get a similar satisfaction as when I look at old scars, anyway. I know I'll still want to cut, but maybe I won't want to ruin my tattoos and not do it.
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"Can we create something beautiful and destroy it?" Pierce The Veil, "Disasterology"
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