At work the error that was committed came up. I posted it yesterday. I'll try to explain it easily; it's a special card being used for computer use at work. My responsibility is to mail off those cards from employees who are no longer working. There's one card missing and I don't have any record of it. So it's a mystery. But I feel like this is making me look bad at my job. I just can't believe that a problem has come up and I never saw it coming. It almost seems like it's some kind of set up to make me look bad. But I feel like I have always gotten along very well. I hope and pray that this thing will just blow over. At my job the mistakes stand out, but the heroic and good works do not.

Other than that I have some financial trials to go through. There's no relief in sight. It seems like it's at it's worst now with all kinds of expenses that I don't have enough money to cover it. And it's so difficult to go though this alone.