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Old Jan 04, 2017, 09:31 PM
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It started in the mid 90's (my mid 30's). Out of the blue I started having 'spells'. Eventually I was diagnosed with epilepsy. The type of seizures I have are absence. IOW, I just disappear. I go blank, if walking, I may continue walking. If I have something in my hand(s), I may drop it.

Nobody (either side) in my family has epilepsy. The doctors have no idea why I developed it. As a result, the depression started.

Dysthymia with overlapping Major. It was then discovered that I have PTSD, a result of the physical abuse I received by my grandmother as a child. I also have Seasonal Affective Disorder. Oh joy.

I'm currently (barely) holding my head above water. A whole lot of crap has happened in the last year, most of it not good. I thought that 2006 was bad, Christmas 2015 through the year 2016 makes it look like a cake walk.
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Let me run with you tonight
I'll take you on a moonlight ride
There's someone I used to see
But she don't give a damn for me

But let me get to the point, let's roll another joint
And turn the radio loud, I'm too alone to be proud
You don't know how it feels
You don't know how it feels to be me

~ Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers

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