Hey, Anxiousvalkyrie, I was just thinking about you and wondering how you were doing. Sorry to hear it is crappy, but glad you have reached out.
Wander's got good ideas. Also, is there anyone whose help you can enlist in implementing some of these ideas?
Is contacting someone covering for your prescriber an option where they might be able to advise you on a dosage adjustment or call in an additional prescription to help you while waiting to get in for an appointment? Like via phone or email?
I remember you saying the process there being pretty cumbersome and drawn out, but surely (hopefully!) there would be someone covering for your provider, especially for such a long absence.
If that isn't an option, the hospital would be, right? Don't hesitate to go in if you are not feeling safe, ok?