What indeed! Yes Echoes you were spot on. T said I think something more went on then just missintunement here on friday. I said I think so too, but not sure exactly what. T said that she felt the need on Friday to get her point across to me and make me be what she wanted me to be and see. She said just like your adoptive mother tried to make you be what she wanted you to be. I said yes I think that is true. I said there is a kind of relief that it happened.

T said when I first started therapy with her 3yrs ago, at first she wasn't completely sure that I would keep turning up, sheh felt I may just disappear, like my mother disapppeared, but how today I came back even though fridays session went very wrong.

I said thats because I trust you, T said yes but you didn't in the beginning. I said I can't remember.

I wasn't quite grasping all of the importance of todays session and will bring it up again on friday. I guess I just feel good that we survived a session that went wrong. I now have that experience!