I went to my Pdoc today. I had called yesterday with a question. I am currently weepy - I cry easily, and not based on any experienced emotion. Fast forward through my conversation with her today. I've been really productive lately. Not getting a lot of sleep, but manageable. I've organized things, cleaned, simplified, cooked, baked, made handmade gifts just because, and more.
We were talking about whether this is normal energy for me, or if I am teetering on the edge of a hypomania. I told her it had been so long since I was in any sort of balanced state that I am not sure if my current state is my healthy baseline, or not.
Anybody else experience this? What is normal for you? I am not sure for me yet.
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Bipolar II, GAD
Lamotrigine 250 ER
Abilify 2 mg
Sertraline 25 mg
Lorazepam as needed
Anxious/ pissed off about the state of the world....all...the..time..
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