Everything's going wrong this morning, between dysphoria and the every looming fear that my exsistance is practically worthless. I'm doing pretty bad. I can't stand it, I hate myself and I'm freaking out. I haven't gotten the usual amount of attention that I usually get and it sucks. I usually have my friends to relay on but one of them hasn't been online at all lately and the other should be at school right now. I knew the ****ing hated me, I wish they would of just said it to my face. My emotions are a mess right now, and I don't know what to do.