Hi guiltier
If you have doubts about your value........which depression as well as life experiences can bring, then it can be hard to believe the words of others are really felt or feel that they are simply just wrong in their beliefs...........
But.........you've probably said some things which have been difficult for you to say on here..........and I for one, and I'm
sure many others still see your value shining through

And the first step.........well sometimes the first step can be the hardest.........but you have done so amazingly well sharing some of the things you've shared on here!!
So if you can just keep on sharing at your own pace, in your own time, as much as you can/want to/need to...........and remember that anyone who isn't with you on this either need a push in the right direction or it's their problem anyway..........
You have
value, you
deserve support
Alison