From the Skeezyks' perspective, imagining you can change the world is a form of OCD in-&-of itself. No one can change the world. And thinking you could, if you could just get out of Egypt, is simply putting a lot of purposeless additional pressure on you that is making it more difficult to pass the test you both need & want to pass. This is not to say you should not get out of Egypt. But imagining you can change the world is just a chimera. See if you can't simply forget about changing the world, do whatever you can to try to relax as much as possible (therapy, exercise, med's, etc.)... & then go pass that stupid test!!!