I didn't even think of that. I knew mixed episodes exist but I've never had one. I moved states recently and haven't been able to find a new therapist that I can afford. I've tried a few places, but I live in Alabama now and after two therapists asked me whether or not I've prayed about my issues I got frustrated. I've never been medicated for my bipolar disorder but maybe it's time. Thank you everyone for your posts, especially this one^ I have an extremely logical thought process and when I'm spiraling out it helps me SO MUCH to know what it is that's happening.