Thanks.
I already have copies of my pictures to this mutual friend of ours, who gave them to Jon's parents as if they were from her. So I don't have any pictures to give them that they don't already have

But I will try so hard to write about him for them.
I know they are dying to see me. It's just so hard. It's admitting he's gone. It's seeing his house- minus him. Ouch.