Thanks all for posting a response. I have gotten over, at least for a while (few weeks maybe) my screaming episode. I guess since I have very little in the way of help from my therapists, and my friends are usually quite busy, I had to vent here. Although, I am not usually like this (screaming half the day), it has become more frequent in nature for me. I feel so much pressure where I live and don't have the means to escape from it enough. I don't have transportation money, money for meals if I do go out, or money for any sort of diversion that might help that is away from my awful living situation. Yes, I know there are free activities somewhere, but for me it usually involves transportation money and/or ends too late at night for me to get any decent rest. I understand I may be making excuses. I sometimes cope by doing a small art project or working on a crossword puzzle. The trick for me is to calm my mind and somehow sit and settle my nerves enough to proceed with these pastimes. I soon will be back on schedule with my therapists except for when the student therapist leaves for job interviews. Again, thank you all for your responses.
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