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Originally Posted by Artchic528
I know that thinking negatively just makes things worse and you wind up in an ever more depressing downward spiral. I try and nip the negative self talk in the bud before it has a chance to envelope me and I wind up wallowing in a huge cesspool of my own self pity. Maybe you can practice recognizing negative self thinking and stopping it before it consumes you?
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I appreciate it and I'd be lying if I said I don't already do that. Honestly, it wasn't my own mind that brought this on, this time. While my mind's vicious, it's not to only culprit this evening. My own father told me a fair share of insults this week. Apparently, I'm just nothing to him; right up until he needs me for something: help with his house, help with my little brother, a show pony for his friends so that he looks really good. Other than that, I'm meaningless. This ****'s all I'm good for.