It's debatable whether or not I actually have them. Due to having PTSD, I can have different sensory flashbacks and I regularly live with hypervigilance. I'm just curious as to what I could use to distinguish the two. I won't lie to you, in my hypomanic states, I've hallucinated about a woman standing or sitting at the end of my hallway. I've also heard people call me when no one's home. Someone called me a ***** at one point and I just thought, "What a rude ****er," honestly assuming it to be a ghost or something (my belief regarding the supernatural goes back and forth). At my most depressed I can swear that this stuff is happening, as well. Though, it's never as bad as when I'm "up". At either state, more so in hypo, I swore that I was going to be possessed or something (for me it always seems to be religious, though I have no faith). My fiance had to tell me that the "people" I was seeing walking the street outside weren't there. It took a bit but they went away.

Right now, I keep thinking people are talking to me through music. I think I'm going to turn it off and watch a movie or something. I'm not "up" at all, I'm actually pretty depressed right now. I'm just scared that I'm experiencing something that's going to screw me up more. I know I'm not schizoaffective, before anyone asks. I've never really hallucinated other than at either extreme.

And now I'm having a panic attack. Awesome. Time for me to swear I'm having a heart attack. My left arm's already going numb. Nice. Great night, tonight. Woohoo.