Dont' know why my response is part of the 'quote'.

Here's my reply:

Oh Mouse! I am here to tell you things will get better, the sun is ashining yonder.... You will eventually find balance, and you WILL be able to look at another with an inquisitive face, and say, "...so why do you think it was ok to murder your parent?"

I speak from experience, been there done that. This will sort itself out in due time. In the meantime, come here and vent. I totally get you! If someone didn't agree with my 'sacred' worldview I would dismiss them totally! They had no place in my life!

Hang in there!