It's sometimes just day to day stuff... whether I'm going to eat, what to wear, whether to go out etc.

But then there is so much stuff I need to sort out, housing, university stuff, money, family stuff. It just seems like I have this huge weight on top of me. I just want to run away from it all. I thought I had everything sorted a few months back, I tried so hard. Now it's all over the place. I don't want to face it. I wish it'd all just go. Life isn't meant to be simple, so why bother? I'm not threatening to do anything, just don't know how to live.

I feel pathetic, I'm struggling to do something that everyone has to do, growing up. It's scaring me that this is what my life is going to be like forever. I want someone to take it all away.