I feel stressed and low grade long term depression.
My husband comes home from work every other month. He's home now. I'm trying to do more. Act like I'm handling life better.
When I'm alone who cares if I don't shower. Or get up. My caretaker comes once a week,but the rest of the time I'm free to be as low as a snakes belly.
Is it better? This fake it till you make it act?
It is exhausting. Pretending I'm doing better than I am.