I see successful people and try to just copy what they are doing.

Today another woman sent out a group email with her website promoting an event that I had been a Chair two years ago. She really has it all together in business. Great looking website, office, business.

I, that year, had fallen apart and couldn't even see through my job. They gave me Fundraising. The gathering donations for a Silent Auction. No one else would step up to be on my committee. I did get them a lot of nice donations though. And I didn't let them down because I told the head of this that I couldn't do the job anymore and was by myself-- ridiculous.