I do more of everything when hypo. There is just this feeling of "Yes, I can". I chain smoke and in the evening I have that urge to drink because it calms me down and I don't know what to do with all that energy I have. It's just too much for a usual week day (anyway, I try not to give in). I also crave other substances when hypo, sometimes. But I quit these. Anyway this craving comes from the fun part of hypo. I feel everything is possible and I just lose my sense of risktaking.
When mixed, I also drink more, to stop the haunting thoughts.
When depressed I don't really want anything. Drinking then helps my mood go up, sometimes I feel like smoking weed, but generally I don't really care much about anything.
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