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Originally Posted by Fuzzybear
Little turtle - I love that you're not a "people pleaser" and don't simply say what you think people want to hear. And that you're kind but for the "right" reasons.
The maternal unit was skilled at looking "good" to most outsiders and was a "people pleaser" but not to me. Apparently, I wasn't "good enough"  ******** GRRRRRRRRR
(This is not about anyone on pc)
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hey fuzzy this is good....NOT GOOD ENOUGH...somehow I feel that about myself...not good enough....where did that come from...didn't measure up....
it must of come from my parents...I wasn't that bad a boy...I was bad but I wasn't a hateful kid...I was angry at my father most of the time...I think it came from him...I was not a big time worker.....I never measured up...well that now is there in my brain...my father is still there even tho he died a long time ago...