The one thing I said (promised actually) I would never do during this separation was take off my wedding ring, and up until this weekend I had not. There was something about this weekend that I felt like I needed to take it off. I do not feel good about this nor do I want it to be a sign that I am giving up on our marriage, I just don't know what to do. I have struggled and changed and gotten the help that I need and it just feels like I am going backwards. I know that she knows that I have changed and somewhere in her heart she wants to have me back, but the past is stopping her from doing so. I love my wife so very much, but I am at the point of saying "You know what I don't care anymore." And it scares the hell out of me. Not because I am co-dependent on her, but because from the day I met her I knew that I was in love with this woman and she was very special. I am at a loss and don't know what to do.