Hi Dkbear,

Sorry you're having such a tough time of it lately. I know how it feels to be manic and just want to get out of your own skin sometimes. Everything tends to get magnified and no matter what you do it feels like nothing will get better. Right now I am feeling both hypomanic a little and also depressed somewhat. It just depends on my state of mind and what's going on around me. I am really trying to find the more positive side of things, which you know is difficult to do with this illness. I'm tired, but can't sleep right now and i want to go to bed to be honest with you. I'm waiting on my husband to get home so we can have supper. I actually cooked spaghetti and sausage today, and that's an accomplishment for me. At least during my hypomanic episode I cleaned everything that needed to be done. However, there are more clothes that are dirty, so I guess tomorrow I have to do this chore. Any suggestions on what to do for supper tomorrow? I hope you were able to get your job done for today since you said you were going back to bed. PM me if you want or email me too. Oh I started writing in my computer journal again today and I didn't realize how much I missed doing it.