I think many of us waver in our feelings of our therapeutic experiences. In fact when I set up my schedule with t through January I though, hey I'm doing pretty good, I'm not needing her, I'm not mad at her, I've found some other outlets, I don't need as many sessions so I didn't schedule them. On Wednesday, I scheduled the ones I had left off. I know my feelings go all over the board from not ever knowing how I could live without having t in my life at least on a monthly bases...to eh, I can move forward with out her... from loving her... to hating her ... to oh she's my doc. Sometimes those feelings last for days or weeks and other times they can all happen in the same day.