There does come a point (at least this has been my experience) where it has all been said, sufficient numbers of times, that there just seems no point in going over it again. This is part of the reason I seldom post Threads of my own here on PC... & when I do... they're not of a personal nature. What's the point of going into it all... again? Would anyone even really understand? No...

I'm also no longer on psych med's (or any other med's either for that matter.) I can tolerate them. But they don't do any good. And I can't afford them. I also don't see a therapist. I've tried a few over the years. But it was all beyond pointless. So at this point, I've simply resorted to "praying" for the end to arrive as soon as possible. (I put praying in quotation marks... because I don't really believe in god.) On the other hand, I am married & my wife has no one else. So I just keep doing what has to be done so she's not left alone. As I have written quite a few times, here on PC, many years ago my father used to say: "You're not required to like it. You're just required to do it." I take that as my mantra...

P.S. The Skeezyks would be very sad if you were done, Fuzzy...