You're not the only one that was only through the holidays. I have my boys, but I want them to have big holiday meals with their dad's family, like I did when I was little. Leaves me alone every holiday. They open presents in then morning on Christmas, then they're gone.

I'm so happy they can have a big happy holiday. But, do me, truthdully, I take 2 Xanax and sleep as long as I can because it hurts too much to be awake. Until my boys come home