Its been a long four years for me because since around May of 2012 I have had bad depression. Its been a hard battle surviving and last year was the hardest. But I have come a long ways since then. I have my anger under control. I have survived the holidays. I am looking for work and one of my dreams is being realized. Its going to be hard work still, but I think I can finally see the light. I know that I will still have problems and obstacles, and I can't say things will be perfect. However I have the tools to survive and cope with whatever comes my way.