Ah, making decisions... so hard for us. Difficult to make decisions is one symptom of depression, there is nothing to be ashamed, even if many people will put the blame on you for this.
Just one hint: all too often we're not just busy doing things WE need, but also things others want us to do, and caring about things that our society tells us to be important. You should try to get free of this extra burden.
So when you are confronted by a painful task ask yourself: "do I need this?" "what bnefit this one will get me?"

I'm trying to do it... you may try too